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2010-11-13T00:16:00.003+08:00

The thought of being over-reliant never occurs till you lost your support.

Finally here to update my incredibly dead blog.

Holidays are here! Weee~

But it's sucks without my mate :(

Hi Zhiyuan, you say you will be the first to read my blog right. haha, this post is for you. Omg I am so sweet.

And I am playing maple everyday like no life only.

If not read manga or watch anime, go facebook :@

Sorry I very lame.

Should I dye my hair tomoro afternoon?

I feel like dying my hair and wearing a skirt.

YA I LYING I DUN FEEL LIKE WEARING A SKIRT.

I am talking to myself again...

Time to play maple to numb my mind.

Stupid game, so addicting.

I WANT A HUG AND MAYBE A KISS. HAHAHAHAHA.

OK BYE.

2010-10-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

MAKING OUT IS FUN.

2010-09-19T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hi, exams are coming real soon.

The week after are the exams and I am completely not prepared.

Don't even wanna talk about it :(

My blog's dead...

Things I must do:

Stop using the comp or the iPod.

Take out books and study.

Actually, start doing my homework.

Put my heart in the freezer.

Learn how to care for others.

Go bathe at 12.30 then study at 1.. don't touch the computer.

Present(s) for that Janis. ( hahaha ok I purposely one ok Janis. )

Plan for Wai's birthday.. ( Difficulty level 10 )

One more present hehe.

Therefore, save up money.

Play more sports and lose those fats omg.

Dateline:

1st of October, Sweet.

Okay bye.

2010-09-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

hi.

I think my blog is really really dead. hehehe. hahaha.

It's ok, I am back to the rescue yay.

Although it feels like I am talking to myself.. and Janis sometimes..

I kinda like the privacy cuz I can talk about anything anytime hehe.

Today is first day of the september holidays.

So Fun! My ass. Exams are coming. What have I studied? NOTHING.

There, I answered my own question.

AND IF ANYONE SAYS THAT I FAIL MATHS AGAIN I WILL WHACKED HIS/HER FREAKING ASS.

I DID NOT. AT LEAST NOT YET.

There's AGI tomoro. *yawn*

kkkkkkkk bye.

PS: I am sorry I stole something.

2010-08-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

You don't love me, you don't need me.

2010-08-22T01:13:00.002+08:00

I'm not the one behind that piece of paper, I'm just wishing that it isn't you.

I wanna be a good girl today and reflect on my actions.. on my blog haha.

Thought that maybe I should revive it :D

HAHAHA REFLECTING TOPIC: I PON SCHOOL TOO MANY DAYS.

I skipped school on Monday and Wednesday and total skip 3 tests, next week Monday skipping 1 more.

Wee, how am I going to be able to pass my tests hahaha.

Ohh and I have to give Adele purple shirt hahaha.

I feel like sleeping now -yawns.

And, I have officially watched 10 movies in total from July onwards till now.

Say hello to my empty wallet.

For now I am alot better love-wise but I hate stupid people for trying to ruin my life.

Yeah and when I am updating my blog usually I don't know what I am trying to say.

It feels like I'm talking to myself.. HI

Actually I think I am :(
My hand got alot of blue black, pain sian. GOT 2.

Ok, am gonna go sleep now.

Maybe everybody should give me a good night hug, GOOD NIGHT.

Byee!

Don't you know, our love's the perfect crime.

2010-08-08T23:05:00.003+08:00

I just came across this music video on facebook.

It got nothing to do with me at first, but as I continue watching.

There was this specific part where this guy gave a teddy bear to the girl as an apology which made me cry..

Cuz it made me remember something.

I think I burried something or rather somebody deep down inside and I decided it leave it untouched.

I don't know how we destroyed everything.

Whose fault it was I don't care either.

Now I want her back but she won't.

Giving a teddy bear won't help.

I think she's gone forever.

2010-08-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

"But what if i need you baby, would you even try to save me or would you find some lame excuse to never be true;
what if i said i loved you would you be the one to run to or would you watch me walk away without a fight."

2010-08-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

"Don't say you love me, you're leaving."

Some things have changed, some still remained and you just wonder will they stay forever?

Today had been really really cold, and I wanted to stay at home.. but I went out anyway.

I had to get materials for the history project in the library and also borrow some more books I found interesting.

There's this particular story that was quite er-hem but meaningful though.

Past means that it's already gone, really no point holding on.

Even though I read books(sometimes), doesn't make my english any better :(

Anyway, there's like school tomoro, fucked up seriously.

Ahh and it's still very cold, hope to sleep well tonight..

Okk, byee.

2010-07-30T21:18:00.001+08:00

I wanna laugh at my own pathetic self.

2010-07-27T19:41:00.006+08:00

I know either one of us will leave one day,
the day I grown strong enough or that you had found your new love.

2010-07-25T16:40:00.003+08:00

Oh hi :D

I've got nothing to do again, excluding homework..

And so I decided to update my blog.

Today I went to get my father's present with Joyce.

And we were talking about seeing chingyih and apparently we did.

So we played arcade for a while then they went back.

Soon we went home too..

I'm bored.........

Really really bored.

Ok I'm starting to get annoying again..

There's school tomoro, yay.

Alright, that's all.

I just lost a friend and hope that you notice it's not easy for me.

2010-07-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

Hi, I decided to update my blog again, cool right :D

Ermm, today went to watch despicable me again. This makes it twice in a row.

My wallet now have a huge hole OMG.

HAHAHA

I got alot of homework for the weekends I think but I don't know what.

Hmm, I should start bucking up on my studies right :X

Actually, I'm quite happy right now. So this is a happy post.

Ok I got nothing to say le, byeeee.

Would you stay by my side?

2010-07-22T19:25:00.002+08:00

I think tumblr pictures are damn nice and meaningful.

Ok my blog died cuz it's owner was too lazy.

Alright, so now gonna blog.

Tomoro's Friday but I got cca so makes no difference.

And there's geog test tomoro, which means I'm gonna fail -.-

Well today I went home halfway partly cuz I had a headache and also partly cuz there's SFL till 3.30, and it's gonna be stupid.

During PE my head was literally splitting, I felt like I was gonna puke on QiPei so I shifted away from her which gave her a wrong idea I think.

But after PE in class, felt alot better though I still went home in the end.

And then I got my dad to fetch me home.

We din go straight home but stopped at white sands instead, tapao burger king. A place where a sick person shouldn't even be right.. BUT WHO CARES :D

Finally got home and I slept like a pig..

Oh oh oh, and today my dad like told me his life story in the car.

He told me that when he like someone, he'll like that person until something happened and splits them up, until then he'll still be faithful.

But I kinda ain't like that.. maybe I am not his daughter? D:

Ok or maybe my hormones raging so I cannot decide my true feelings. HAHAHA.

I am crapping alot now, should shut up.

OKK, byebye :D

I love you, you don't.

2010-07-15T20:58:00.002+08:00

"You have my heart now and I want it back."

It's Thursday! A stupid day la seriously but slackiest ever, like got nothing to do.

Tomoro I have to pass up my zuo ye, I dunno how do leh.

You know today got health check up during SFL, like stupid only la, somemore don't have my turn. Keep changing to PE like more than 3 times la. SIBEH COCK.

Then after school I had to wait for Wai but her SFL ends like at 3.30.

So I went to "POD" with Nifael, Siddique, Vanessa.

Go out with Nifael is damn entertaining.

And then I ate with Vanessa while confiding in Siqqique.

Best Bro ever, :D

Then went back to meet Wai, and went to her house.

AND ALOY SAY I NOT FAT, THEN TOUCH WOOD.

DAMN BAD. NOT GONNA FORGIVE HIM. HAHAHHA

Afterwards went home with the guys, took the same bus as that Idiot Aloy.

Actually he very nice ahh, we took the same bus, I keep complaining things to him.

Other than the fact that he implies I am fat, I know but dun tell me :(
He's a great guy, comfirm an ideal boyfriend according to my rubicks HAHA.

Then I'm home now! And I am hungry, other than the spaggeti that I ate just now I din eat anything else the whole day.

Ahh forget it, sleeping soon, tired ahh :O

OK BYE BYE!

For once, I can feel something else again.

2010-07-14T18:27:00.006+08:00

I don't know why I keep going back to you; why I kept living in the past.
MY MUM IS ANNOYING. SUPER.
Ok so hi, I am currently very very very bored though I have homework to do.
Therefore I am updating my horribly dead blog.
Actually I think someone should dig my heart out instead of breaking it sia seriously.
Pain but later got no more feeling le so sua.
It's really very anyhow, dunno how to say.
Don't think anyone can understand what I am talking about.
Whatever, I say that all the time right, no big deal.
I think leh, if A like B then B like C then A also like D and D like A also HOW AHH.
You will think put A and D together right? NO WRONG.
Cuz got alot of reasons why cannot.
My this post is super singlish got I can't be bothered to write in English.
I not as strong as you think, and this time I am at the verge of crumbling.

2010-07-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

Yeah, you kinda broke it again.. but you know what? It doesn't hurt anymore, I tamed it.

Ahaha, yesterday really fun.. with my closest childhood friends coming over and celebrating my birthday in Advance. So sweet and I love them.

They live very far away, like in chuachoakang so I really really appreciate it alot.

We played together when we were really really young, like when we were born right up to now so all of us are still very close.

They're like my bros, alvin and edwin.

YAY THEY ROCK.

ok, full stop.

byee.

These scars are gonna heal but they're never gonna go away.

2010-07-03T23:25:00.003+08:00

When you're here, my heart starts beating and when you're gone, it won't stop bleeding.

2010-06-26T22:24:00.003+08:00

Next time, I'll get you to teach me how to say good bye instead..
Heyy Janis, when you use the comp, you'll come here right? I wanna thank you for fun today, like literally. For the fun :D ok, hmm actually it's yesterday since it's 1am now..
My blog kinda died, gonna update it hehhhh ^-^
And to my Joyce, if you happened to visit my childish blog then I wanna give thanks to you too, for accompanying me for a movie :DD
Today was RARE, I woke up in the morning, which I don't :X
My really kind junior agreed to catch a movie with her retarded annoying senior which was Karate Kid. The movie was nice I must say, I like the slight comedy in it but I've yet found a movie which will be hard to forget :/
Ahh, right. We did some things in the cinema, HAHAHA. It's meant to sound wrong :]
After the movie we walked to and fro the malls and visited Toys R(inverted)Us to regain our childhood. It's great :3
Then met that stupid never once before not late Janis =.=
HAHAHAH LIKE I ALWAYS EARLY. BUT OK WADEVER :P
By the time we met up and stuffs it was 3.. plus. I kinda was STARVING so I pestered Janis to find me a place to settle down so that I can entertain that annoyance.
Which was rather quick, went to this Manpuku(?) place, it was really errmm empty? A study paradise *glittering eyes* BUT will never work out if you put two super annoying people together.
The first stall I came by was selling omu-rice, which at first I thought was gonna be damn stupid to buy.. BUT I GOT IT IN THE END. HAHAHAH.
So I ate, and ate, and ate, and ate, ok the point was I ate~
Janis drank mushroom soup -.-
HAHAHAH.
And then we wanted to study but yeah of course.. thing happens so.. we ended up.. ok you see yourself.

AND THIS, MY DEAR FRIENDS, IS THE PHOTO OF THE DAY, ENJOY.

BYEEEEE..

Loving you was the worst mistake I made but the best thing that happened.

2010-06-19T00:01:00.001+08:00

I'm done pretending.. I've just got three things to tell you.
I miss you so much.
Everything about you, the way you smile at me no matter how retarded I sound. The way you don't question me no matter what stupid ideas I throw at you. The way you never got mad at no matter how much I annoy you and the way you care about me no matter how mean I was to you.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for always blaming you for stupid reasons, for the time I cursed you when I wasn't in a good mood, for the times I made you suffer and get you into trouble and for the times I refused to aknowledge you.
I hate you.
I hate it when you totally and completely tuned me out when you don't have to be with me anymore. I hate it when you dare not tell me what you had in mind. But most of all, I hate how I'm so uncertain of whether you love me now or had you ever loved me.
Really I wished that everything would go back to the way it was, to the way when it was just you and I was still me.

2010-06-16T22:57:00.006+08:00

She plays the song over and over again because it reminds her of you.
Ahh, today's the weather is cold and wet.
It's great but it caused me to waste my whole morning..
I woke up this morning at 5.30 sharp, took a bath and everything.
Left the house with my mum at 6.30, cabbed to school.
Laobu paid, since she's so rich, heh :D
Went inside school, scary.. Dark and empty.
Took the keys to open SJAB room but it wasn't lock to began with. FUCK.
So grabbed the box and then suddenly, the door SLAMMED SHUT.
DAMN SCARY I SWEAR.
I literally flew out la afterwards.
Met up with mum again and cabbed to Changi Jetty.
I reached there at 7.15.
Sat at the staircase like a loner until 9plus -.-
Where they announced that it's canceled.
I dunno happy or sad sia really.
And my eyes are tearing, my nose is burning and my ass is hurting.
Today just sucked.

Right so nehhmind, shall talk bout Monday, 14/06.

So I had a great time with my juniors however for the wrong purpose.
I do admit, I'm a'lil too close with them now.
Ahh, but who cares. Well, I don't.. and that's all that matters :D
Back to the subject, that day was meant to train the Nc including myself on first aid.
Faiiillleedd like i said, only did like 5mins on it and the rest of the day went to play.
And, never allow jermyn to watch tv, that crazy girl.
Right, so we went over to Chingyih's house and watch tv, sleep and play comp. haha.

After that went out to eat!

Only know how to act cool, hahha ok joke.

Jermyn's not shy, trust me..

Joyce, Chingyih, Jia Ying and Jermyn.

My desperate attempt to get in the picture.. haha.

Look like painting right? I know I got talent :DD

Told you she's not shy..

My cute juniors.

Another one of my artworks, wow to my artistic talent :P

That ball of hair isn't me at all.

I don't really know how to describe this picture.. oh well.

Me and my youngest daughter, yay.

Jermyn IS NOT SHY.

Apparently, this is a raping scene, hahaha.

Then we went on our way back, AND CAMERA WOMAN IS ME :D

Abit fail ahh, I gotta run here run there.

Don't misunderstand this pic, please. LOL

:DD

I'm trying to act cute, failled.

Look where's joyce touching.. HAHAHA.

I like this picture. Really. hahaha.

First we went to like library to eat and my order was freaking huge.

And the others was complaining their spaggeti was too "tomato-ish".

How bout trying mine, you'll get sick of chicken.

And when I was trying to disect my chicken leg, some kind of inhumane cry would be heard. hahahaha.

Sometime there, Jiaying came and join us.

We had a great time, and jermyn's seriously paranoid, hahaha.

Not saying that I'm not but the way she is, it's funny.

We moved over to super dog soon after cuz we were too loud.

Then we chatted and took photos, lovely.

I pierced my ear that day too, it hurts, now I'm lousy.

Had no where to go so went over to Chingyih's house again..

Jermyn and Jiaying left first, left with the three of us.

We played the piano and had an epic session.

Shortly afterwards, we went home.

My nose is still killing me, argg..

Alright, byee.

I never thought that it'll be like this.

2010-06-13T20:09:00.003+08:00

Cuz all I ever wanted was a simple way to get over you.
Hello, I'm like finally free from stuffs, for the time being that is.
For the past 4 days, including today I've been having SJAB and I got my life back now.
Camp, thursday and friday. Re-First aid exam, Saturday. Nat. Comp training, today.
Sadly, I've just used up my 2 weeks of holidays :/
On the 16th I'll have to go help out as a first aider for the NCC people and on the 19th I've YOG meeting as first aider. My life is so sad..

Shall talk about SJAB 2010 2day 1night camp!
I can totally like write every single detail bout the camp cuz I freaking wrote it down during the camp cuz Mdm told me to. I can even write what we did from what time to what time. BUT I WON'T.. CUZ I'LL BE LIKE WRITING: 0700-0745, allocating roles and groups to cadats, bring cadats to bunks. WHICH IS ANNOYING AND BORING.
Haha, actually reading my blog is boring. BUT I DUN CARE. AHAHHAHA.
So during the camp, the sec 3s were incharge with the sec 4s over-seeing. I was the chairman so had alot of stuffs to do. Tiring!
One thing I feel very stupid bout the camp is that, the sec 3s being incharge wore exactly the same attire as the other cadats so really it kind of had a negative effect cuz we din feel like we were incharge. And we attempted to look different by taking off our hair nets.. which failed apparently.
The camp started off with a bunk inspection. I swear we unpacked and packed more than 30 times and according to my schedule, it lasted more than 50mins when it's suppose to be done in 5mins.
Then we had games "created" by the sec 3s, first up, "Mr Wolf"
I think I had fun, I liked saying it's dinner time :D
then go more games: the great egg drop, hockey pockey.. etc, etc.
When we had to change venue for the game hockey I punished the cadats for the first and the last time of the camp. Actually I just made them go into pumping position and a short lecture. :/
But I still feel bad, I dun like to punish them.. so it became the last.
Surprisingly, the game "never ending" was the game with best participation and laughter.
It was damn funny I swear. Even those who din't like to get together did their part. Cool.
I shall jump most of the afternoon parts cuz we had lectures and stuffs. Not funn..
After dinner, it was the night performance. I think my group did a good job, though we only rehearsed and made up the script and dance last min.
I love my group, they din give me that much headache and I realised Daniel's a great guy ^^
Then BATHE =.= You can infer right, I dun need say too much.
Afterwards we watched Paranormal activity, I hugged Joyce and ChingYih's arm, I know, I am a coward.. but cannot blame me la, scared what to do leh!
Until now I still abit scared ahh, abit :X
I. THINK. THE. NIGHT. WALK. WAS. FILL IN THE BLANKS.
It was like 1am already and we just started the night walk.
I paired up with Darren, being the only male and female pair.
The sec3s no choice, had to go last so we all got LOTS OF TIME.
We laid down on the concrete road and slept until our own turn. HAHAHA. Then our asses hurt like monkey.
Finally me and Darren's turn.
Darren was gonna pangseh me so I took his hand and held, refusing to let go.
We went through a series of obstacles and while I was talking to Jackie, Kaituck scared the shit out of me. NOT FAIR!!!
Finally, we went back to our bunks to sleep, I cannot tahan wear track pants to sleep so I changed, in the room with everyone inside and one of my junior was staring at me the whole time, kinda reminds me of... HAHAHA I THINK JOYCE WILL KNOW WHAT.
The next day was a big day, Passing out parade for the sec4s and taking over for the sec3s.
Had Physical training in the morning, my leg was hurting like fuck cuz of my tight shoes.
Then had games again, captains ball, ROCKED, BOOYEAH.
Afterwards, first aid, blah blah.
Finally rehearsal for POP.
Had a hard time but still had some sort of fun.
I gotten my loud ass voice back during the camp but I kinda lost it again :/
When POP really started, I still thought it was rehearsal so I din really care.
THEN WHEN THEY STARTED SAYING NAMES OUT AND GIVING THEIR POSITIONS, I WAS LIKE WHAT.THE.FUCK.
And then finally, last one was me. I became overall incharge.

Truthfully, I'm really really happy that I got such a great position.
But after the camp I realised like big time that leading isn't easy at all.
It's frustrating and such cuz sometimes people just won't coorperate or climb up your head.
I'm scared of screwing things up like I always do..
Last time when I became number 1 in the NC team, I almost gave up.
Luckily they were supportive and only sometimes naughty.
I dun see how I can cope with this.
Parade commander is my dream post, AOC also not bad.
BUT I WON'T GIVE UP NOW, I'LL DO MY BEST.
(cuz I dun wanna get demoted :/)

So finally when we got home, my legs gave in, followed by my body then my brain.
Of course, I bathed like for an hour first. haha.

And today, had nat comp training.
Lectures on first aid the whole day, and also practical.
I love my NC team. They rock.
Lunch was instant noodles, but today not allowed to sit on the floor and eat. haha.
When finally can go home le we all go Mr bean buy pancake and soy bean milk ice blend, very nice :D
Took bus home, and something epic happened to me la, I wanted to tie my plastic bag to the pole to secure my drink but ended up making my cup fly and wet both me and joyce. hahaha.
Tomorrow gonna meet up with them too, apparently for sjab, let's just see what'll happen hahahaha.
That's all!!

"We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call."

2010-06-09T18:12:00.004+08:00

I'm going to continue talking bout China and hopefully finish it today.
Talking bout it day by day is going to take me 10 years so I just anyhow say lor :D
On the second day we had to wear back our uniforms again for school.
Everyday from then on we ate at the hotel and for me, I ate beehoon, cabbage and popcorn chicken.
Like really everyday, for breakfast.
Oh and I just remembered, on the first day when we checked in the hotel I din't know how to make the shower function and I spent like 10 whole minutes trying to figure it out which apparently failed so I wrapped myself with a towel and asked for help from Desiree. To my horror, I realised that she wasn't the only one in the room so all of a sudden I found 3 girls in the bathroom with me naked, only covered with a pathetic towel. But Jasmine helped me make the shower work though.
Jasmine!!

Yeahh so that day we went back to school and I carried on attempting to communicate with my partner again. That day she gave me a korean artist VCD and I gave her couple keychain :/ I have a feeling she's rich..
And then school ended so we went for a night tour at some kind of historical place.
We listened to some people playing er hu, some opera and somemore intrumental stuffs and plays.
Pretty right!

When we got back I think I was on the verge of death because of the sudden exposure to too much chinese hahaha, just kidding. Tired.
But little did I know that Desiree is a wild, night animal :O
Back to the story, we ate cup noodles and I grew fat.. k that's not the point.
The point is, me and her accidently threw away the spoon that my China partner gave me as present D:
Actually at first we were upset cuz it means that the next day we would have nothing to stir for our lipton tea... HAHHA JOKING, I NOT SO BAD.

Afterwards we went around suzhou walk walk, see many funny places.

I've no idea why she appeared in my camera..

Principal, her utmost buehsong face :D
THE PICTURE OF THE DAY!!

And then we moved on to Shanghai.
Shanghai's fantastic, the hotel was beautiful.
expo!!

Well, except for the fact that the bathroom was seperated by unlockable door and there was no wall blocking the shower from the bed. It was translucent... you can see mostly EVERYTHING. This made the hotel look like a sex hotel and other than that, things were pretty much ok..
Luckily I bathed first and Desiree fell asleep so she paid no attention to the vain girl trying to take a bath.
That night was one of my best night too, hahah cuz I got to sleep early. HAHAH JUST KIDDING.
Everyone got dinner from KFC that night, so Xinying, Candy, Fion, Wesley joined the both of us. We ate and chatted, weee. Then I sneakily slept on the queen size bed.
Desiree told me that I was lying on her phone and would not wake up so she had to push me and I was too much for her to handle. Apparently, Lingjin was there too so they managed somehow and "woke" me up. I hit her head and she said she called me "fat pig" so I strangled her which I dun even remember any details bout that night. And they said I slept like a star fish and Desiree had to squeeze in to sleep on the bed with me.. Really meh :(
There was actually another night whereby me, Desiree, Engtuck and Wesley shared the room cuz we wanted to chit chat. I didn't volunteered at first but Wesley was right, I was listening intently to their conversation so I joined in. We gossip hahah, ok I feel bad.. But it's ok! (Self-consoling) Then we all became really tired at like 3plus? So we decided to sleep for an hour till 5, engtuck set alarm. And so THEY fell asleep first, leaving me to face wesley's snore of a lifetime. Soon, I fell asleep too. Sure enough, we all woke up at 5am, started talking for a while then cannot tahan, all sleep again. Our alarm clock, mr engtuck, woke us late so Desiree and were late. We rushedddd. But it was really fun.

Actually, tomoro I've camp so I wanna sleep le. It's midnight already. Hais, gotta wake up at 5.. If I can that is. Good night everyone. No more post for now.

2010-06-08T01:22:00.004+08:00

I often wonder, would I rather play the bad guy who'll be hated or become the victim who'll get hurt.
TODAY HARD A GOOD REST, MORE LIKE, TOO MUCH SLEEP.
Last night I slept like at 4am, then I woke up at like 3pm in the afternoon :/
Pig right :(
Then I ate, played comp afterwards... SLEEP.
I slept all the way to 9 plus :X
Therefore, I'm awake now.
I slept so much cuz I normally sleep during the day in the bus at China but don't sleep in the night anymore cuz of DESIREE.
She doesn't like to sleep during the night apparantly so I would follow her around in the hotel and not sleep too cuz I was a coward :/
HAHAH BUT ONCE I GOT USED TO IT, IT BECAME THE THINGS THAT WAS FUN DURING THE TRIP :D
So now I can't sleep.
It's 2am.
Right, shall watch anime or read manga.
Byeeeeeeee.
I never really learnt to look at the brighter side of life.

Today's topic: China!

2010-06-07T23:50:00.011+08:00

So today I'm gonna talk bout how was my trip to Suzhou and Shanghai.
Overall it was really fun la, but I of course some parts of it sucked, for example writing reflections every night, cannot text, bus ride made my butt go stiff, food made me grow fat, teachers was annoying sometimes.
The thing I really miss bout china was the weather. Seriously.
Gonna talk bout it now, it's gonna be a long post, spam!!

31/05(Monday)
Departure to shanghai at night, that night was amazing.
First time sit aeroplane lehhhhh, although sit too long my butt numb also.
I found out too that the food portion was quite small cuz the molecules will be big due to the pressure of the cabin so cannot eat too much and I was fucking full after eating the food.
I KO-ed after watching 1/4 if dear john but couldn't really fall asleep, just resting eyes.
Desiree, who was my sleeping partner(ok sound so wrong), also sat beside me in the plane.
I din really know her, so first impression was she was nice and sweet. HOW WRONG I WAS.
HAHAHA, READ TO FIND OUT.

1/06(Tuesday)
Arrival at Shanghai, got out of the airport and experienced the fantastic weather of China, cool and dry. I even forgottened how to sweat there.
Had a long long journey to the hotel, which was Nanyang hotel.
The hotel was great but could be better.
My room was 5811 so after we found it, we dumped our luggages and changed into school uniforms to the next destination: 景范中学。JinFan middle school.
We spent the whole day there, and I met my China partner, 张芫，zhang yuan.
I had a photo with her taken but it's not with me so just make do with this.

She's the one in the middle.

After meeting with her, there was a speech made by their teachers and principal. DAMN CHIM. I.DUN.UNDERSTAND.TOTALLY.
And it was quite awkward, me and her, cuz I most of the time dun know how to reply her cuz of my poor communication skills in chinese.
Though she got used to me in a while.
How? Stop talking to me. HAHAHA.
Joking, she was rather patient and I liked her :D
Then we exchanged presents, I gave her a key chain from mini toons and she gave me couple cups haha. She's like damn nice, UNLIKE DESIREE. hahaha just kidding, Desiree's great too.
Afterward I think we had lesson(?) and it was maths and English.
English, of course, was easy and comprehenable but maths... a totally different story.
It's like they teach it in Chinese which was.... WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING BOUT kind of thing.
After the torturous moments we went back to the hotel.
It was kind of early, unlike the next few days.
Did I mention that we were like pigs fed every 3-4 hours?
And then we slept on the bus.
And now I look like a ball. T-T
So I went back to the room first cuz Desiree got leader's meeting.
I got into the room and I dare not bathe first cuz frankly, I was afraid as I was in unfamiliar grounds.
Like a coward, I waited for Desiree to come back.
Once she was back, we went to the careefour to buy grocerries, which was like POCKEY, POCKEY AND MORE POCKEY.
This was what we bought the first day:

ALOT HAHAHA.

Ok afterwards, the night was long and quiet as we slept early.. unlike the next few days.....

That's the end of the first day in China.
I'll do the next two days tomoro, then following and then continue like that.
That's all for now.
BYEEE.

2010-06-07T02:53:00.006+08:00

I had to run on thoughts of you as fuel to keep going.
Finally back to Singapore!! YAY!
Actually I really really like China's weather, it's 16 degrees leh.. Air con.
Singapore's like twice the temperature.
Hmm, frankly, the trip was very very fun but just with a few retarded exceptions.
AND NOW I SPEAK CHINESE DAMN FLUENT. HAHAHA NOT.
Okay, so I shall do a complete post like tomoro(?)
Either way, I'm really tired now, it's 3.15am. I wanna sleep.
And I have st john stuffs next on the list. hais :(
Right, good night!!
I missed out of lots of things, time to get back to reality.
Distance posed as no problem if it was you.

2010-05-29T23:40:00.002+08:00

If you were here, it'll feel so right even though it's wrong.

It's late now, I'm suppose to be sleeping but I want to update.

Tomoro gotta wake up early! Bhn for the little ones and helping out for us.

I really think I should sleep now, I've like less than 5 hours left to sleep.

So, I'll just do a quick one.

In the morning, was kind of lame cuz I normally shouldn't wake up at that time, by right.

Actually, I woke up cuz I had a bad dream of me missing my flight to china.

Haha, or maybe it's not that bad except for the fact that my parents are gonna slaughter and then deep fry me cuz they'd have to pay 1428 bucks.

HAHAHHA, SO COOL.

So I was waiting for Janis' sms the rest of the day cuz I was expecting her to ask me out.

And, when I was about to give up, she told me to meet her at 5.50 when it was already 5.10 -.-

Also, I was meeting with her for mr tay's church event dinner.

Therefore, I wondered how I would be able to reach on time and I couldn't find anything to wear so... I kinda screwed up and became matching colours of black with Denson and WeiJia.

Then I met the guys and Janis to marine parade.

On the way I complained about many things and Janis said I was a pig T-T

It's ok, I'm a very forgiving person!!

Then the dinner was great, with interesting stories from the pastor.

Afterwards had to find a way back which was through glen's pocket as he offered us cab :D

BUT IT WAS HELL LOOKING FOR A DAMN TAXI, ALL OF THEM DUN LIKE ME AND WHEN I BECAME DESPERATE THEN ONE WOULD FINALLY STOP FOR US.

When we were in the cab, we made a hell lot of noise and we were laughing damn bad cuz apparently we were insulting each other and others haha.

Also, I have a thing to make clear to the stupid horzett who told everyone in the cab about the drunk and kissing scene in the taxi -.-

Just two words for you bro, FUCK YOU.

And to glen, NO I DID NOT KISS HIM, IT WAS THE OPPOSITE... kindaa.

Plus it was last year, get over it =.=

Right, so we went home soon after that.

THE END!!

Getting over you seemed so easy when I didn't have to do it.

2010-05-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

To you maybe it'll be just like I never existed.
Horrible day at home!
All I do is sit at the computer chair, hearing my mum nag and then keep on going to the kitchen to grab food. T-T
Actually I want to, very much, go and pack my stuffs but whenever I walk up to the bag and look at the list, I don't want to anymore..
I DUN EVEN FEEL LIKE GOING NOW...
I'll try to seriously pack up by tomoro :/
I think a week in China is gonna be kinda long so I'll miss alot of things and people.
But, I want to sit on aeroplane.. HAHAHA
What kind of reason is that I know. Ok sorry.
Once again, I'll really miss everyone. Really.
And I need to find time to meet up with my group for the sjab camp arggg.
No time ahh, hahaha though I like spent one whole day at home doing nothing :X
Right, today I've nothing interesting to say so bye!
Maybe I really love you.

2010-05-27T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yay, today finally's the last day of school. Yes ahhh!

Since the early morning I started like forcing cake down everyone's throat muhahaha.

Okay I feel so baddd :( HAHA ACTUALLY NOT REALLY.
The movie we watched was funny but didn't get to finish it lehh.. I WANT WATCH!

Also, I did not fail any freaking thing!!! WEEEEE~

And my chinese was a A2 and now it dropped to a C6... Although my chinese KNS but I was able to sustain the grade before T.T

The highest would be my geog of A1! :D

School ended, SJAB meeting then off to com lab again.

Rehearsed like only 4 times in 4 hours -.-

I watched some funny show on youtube cuz Engtuck was watching it. Damn cute and funny.

The rest of the time was wasted on a piano song since we went to the music room hahaha.

Rehearsal I already damn nervous le sia, how to perform for a whole school of students :(

Somemore my role don't even have lines :/

Gonna go China real soon, who'll miss me?

But I'll miss alot of things and people and him and her and they..

China here I come!!

1 week MIA haha. Cool.

After the china course I went to find Fion, Jania and Adelina for lunch and I was starving haha.

Ate subway like for the don't know how many times before already again.

Then walk walk and then home.

It's like all of our legs like jelly and we were all real tired le haha.

Funny but all of our bus came at the same time we reached interchange.

And I had an embrassing moment :X

Day endddd.

Did I mention this, but I just need you to need me.

2010-05-26T23:08:00.003+08:00

I'm sick of having expectations I cannot reach which includes you.

I realised my day was not quite good today..

Anyway I still don't know why I still go to school, meaningless and a waste of time.

I don't see the reason why people must study so many subject which diverts their effort into different components and disallowing them to do their best in their greatest interest.

If I ruled a place, I'll set up a education system whereby the first year will be to find their real interest with a series of tests which they can pursue in the time to come, of course, language will still be included in the foundation like any other courses. SO THAT PEOPLE WON'T HAVE TO TAKE MATHS WHEN THEY FUCKING DON'T NEED IT AT ALL.

I know it's not easy but I hate it when people tend to standardise, leaving other people with no choice at all but to follow. But looking at the way the educational system is going, NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO CHANGE SO I CAN JUST DREAM.

In actual fact ahh, I don't really care. Since I had wasted god know how many years in school so yeahh like that lor.

Conclusion: I like to contradict myself because of my changes in feelings very quickly..

Okay lahh, so I just needed to update my blog so I started a form of free writing, I know you just regreted wasting your time reading butt sorry lorhh.

OH AND I MADE CAKES (OK ACTUALLY NOT ONLY ME), I HOPE PEOPLE WILL LIKE IT :X

Breakfast with teacher tomoro, Weee!

Ironic part is, I whined bout school when the next day's the last day of school :/

OKAY OKAY OKAY BYE.

2010-05-25T20:52:00.003+08:00

It's like trying to make a pointless wish.
Ahh, today's like tuesday..
Gonna have another two days of school then the fucked up holidays are gonna come.
To different people, the up coming holidays definitely does not have the same definition.
Some might think this is a great chance to relax and hang out with mates, while others (most apparently.) thinks that the teachers are making holiday define as bullshit.
I belong to the latter group of the "unappreciative" people.

Well, whatever, I only know that my schedule's packed like crazy.
Starting from Friday I'll be starting to plan for the POA project with Vanessa, KarMun and Adele.. I think if we succeed in not screwing around before actually starting haha.
Saturday I'll need to start packing up and buying neccessary items for my China trip.
Sunday I'll have to help out in the basic home nursing course with Joyce which would last the whole freaking day :/
Monday I've a geography-based trip to labrador park in the morning till afternoon then I'll be in the plane during the night.
We'll arrive at Suzhou on tuesday morning and the day gonna start like that.
Then blah blah blah, will be back on the 7th at midnight. hahahs.
I think I'll be homesick, friendsick and yousick :(
FUCK AND I THINK MY BRO'S TALKING TO HIMSELF NOW...
Okay back to the subject, once I'm back, it'll be directly after vanessa's bd so I think I'll get her present at China. HAHAHA SINCE, I'LL BE RICHER THERE THAN IN SINGAPORE :P
So I can rest on the 7th, unpack and stuffs.
Then resume POA PROJECT in the making and selling of products on the 8th.
On the 9th I got to pack bag again for my SJAB camp.
FUCK.
On the 11th night I'll reach home.
On the 12th I've got Yog first aider's meeting.
On the 13th I've got national comp training.
Wow, and on the 14th I just got like half my june holidays gone WHICH I'VE NOT EVEN WENT OUT OR HAVE FUN BY MY OWN ACCORD.

You think I'm free afterwards? THINK AGAIN.
I'LL HAVE CHINESE PROJECT AND OTHER HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
AND THEN IF I CAN I WILL GO WORK.
Finally, that'll be how I spend my June holidays. Awesome.

okay la I shut up now...

2010-05-24T21:25:00.006+08:00

I hear you instead as the melody plays.
English lesson is still very blood sucking, the two periods are like... middle fingers..
The day felt like it'll never end and then finally, school's out!
Met up with SJAB people for a while, get the forms.
Then made my way to make payment for the trip but they don't recognise me as someone who needs to pay so had to hunt for teachers to verify :(
Ohh and I forgot to meet my mum at the gate to get my passport so she got really pissed :X
Had to skip lunch, but got backup! Ate recess before that :D
So fooled around in the com lab, really nothing to do inside sia.
I literally open and close the internet window just for entertainment :/
After bunch of rehearsals and then finally in front of the teachers, my group luckily passed.
The other groups were not so lucky though, their hard work useless.
Janis and Fion, I feel you women, cheer up :]
Afterwards, went to mac a while then home!
LASTLY, JUST WANNA SAY SOMETHING REAL SHORT.
BYEE JOYCE, HAVE FUN IN CAMP. DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH. HAHAHA
OK I'LL MISS YOU, TAKE CARE THERE.
MY PHONE AND YOURS WILL BE QUIET FOR A WHILE. HAH!
Okay enddddd. Byeeee.

2010-05-23T22:19:00.006+08:00

You, me, us, together, impossible.
Wow, had like a day which was not acheived for quite some time.
Training wasn't brutal but it cannot be considered fun due to the fact that it is a training.
Today I bullied joyce, disturbed chingyih, made fun of Hajar and teased Jermyn.. like always.
But but but but but, glad my are still cool, fun and cute. Yayyy.

I was freaking rush when I went out of my house and I forget to bring money along.

Sooo, I had to borrow from joyce.. I OWE HER 7BUCKS, AND CHINGYIH TOO, 40CENTS. HAHAHA.

PS: I OWE FION 20BUCKS LIKE SINCE MARCH -.-

So long din't have training le so slacked off quite alot. hahaha.

Okay actually not good :/

Hope we can buck up and get at least a 7th position in national :D

HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE HOPE ONLY HAHAHAA.

Yunsi mdm says I'm playful.. really meh? I think I am quite serious lehhh. LOL.

BLAH BLAH BLACK SHEEP, TOMORO I HAVE TO HAND UP PHYSICS WORKBOOK BUT I HAVEN'T DO CORRECTION. TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT.

Have school tomoro so let us all no lives meet! HEHE.

I still have feelings for you but I am tired of your antics really really really really.

Rightttt, byeee :)

2010-05-22T22:06:00.005+08:00

Today I learnt to.. NEVER GO OUT ON A SATURDAY.
Wanna know why?

Cuz it's crowded in shopping malls, want eat cannot find place sit and people queue for toilet queue like got sale like that.

But still fun to go shopping with Fion :D

FUN AS IN NOT FUN BUT IT'S FUN. (Ok I doubt anybody's gonna understand this sentence :/)

Haha, so I met Fion at like 1.30 and was late so I smsed her but she din't reply which I later found out that she was obsessed with her puzzle game, allowing me to not feel guilty ^^

In the MRT, I too, fell in love with her Iphone that had me begging her for it all day HAHA.

So I bought a new pair of jeans and a pair of studs, while the other crazy girl bought two tops with a pair of jeans too and claimed that it was not enough -.-

Afterward we made our way back to Tampines and after enough of walking around, we took bus back home.

When I reached my void deck, I was abducted by my parents for dinner outside and even though I was fucking full, I still had to eat T.T NOW MY CLOTHES GONNA REMIND ME HOW FAT I AM .

Right so I'm back here now and like always I'll always be unhappy with something.

Today it's TRAINING TOMORO MORNING 9AM TO 5PM.

HAVE TO MEET AT 7.45AM

TIRED LAH WALAO. SIAN ONLY.

AND MY OTHER TWO JUNIORS HAVEN REPLY ME YET. HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW.

Ok so that's all.

I dreamt that our lips touched and it was magic but it's a dream, never gonna happen(again).

2010-05-21T21:30:00.009+08:00

I still think I can do better than this, I know I can smile more than this.
Kinda started my day on a high note in the morning, which was great :D
Morning was so dead, serious and BORING each day but today was brightened up by laughters heheh.
So I changed my seat again, beside Adele, so fun, vulgarities was never so welcomed.
She and me ahh, exchanged sentences that at least contained 1 vulgar. HAHA.
And like always, Zhiyuan will get bullied by me yay.
Fffuck Glen for shooting rubber band at me, small thing but still, WHO SAY YOU CAN SHOOT ME AHH!
So after school had the chinese thingg again, was doing project on popular culture (Movies) so had to research. However, I cheated by just researching in English then directly translated it to Chinese by the google translator HAHAHA.
Afterwards was the rehearsal of the Presentations of the group and only my group doing drama while others was dancing.. SO COOL.
And I got a small role with no lines attached so I AM GLAD ^^
Dismissed exactly at 5 so happily(unwillingly) I went to training.
Therefore I went there to try and help out with joyce training the sec 1s on CPR.
I failed, like always, I CANNOT DO CPR DE LA :(
Then got alot of briefing and alot of stuffs to volunteer and go HAIS.
Now I got more jobs to do,
Additional jobs,
-planning of what to do with my group for SJAB camp but I really don't have time to meet up with them but they don't care -.-
-Yog meeting during the holidays.
-~~Think of how to pon SJAB CAMP~~
So, my day will end here, Tomorrow can finally go out again! YES!
However, tomoro is really the last day I can go out le, haisss.
MOTHER FUCKER. Okay, just had to let that one out, opps.
I've people who matters more than you, I'll hold them dear and won't need you back anymore :) Byee.

2010-05-20T16:29:00.015+08:00

Today's such an relaxed day!
Managed to convince mum to allow me to skip school!
Weeelll, not exactly skip, to put it nicely it's to prioritize my passport making as to not delay it any longer so that the teachers will shut the fuck up :D
So in the end, even after persuading the nice(stupid) aunty to make my passport faster, I can only collect it on MONDAY. EARLIEST.
I think just the preparation of the china trip is very time consuming and expensive. Because, just for that trip, a total of 500+bucks must be spent individually and for two weeks there's special training courses. I'll just hope that it is all worth the time and money :/
~~OR MAYBE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEND MONEY OR ORGANISE MY TIME?~~
However, it's really nice to have a break today. REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
I feel desperate awwww HAHAHA, Holidays are coming and I think it is really HOLISHIT cuz I won't be free anyway!
I'm trying to find out the joys of living, so that I won't always be thinking on the not-so-very-exactly-nice-or-bright side.
Today is passing really fast or so I think.
Shall contact some classmates now and ask them about their day AT SCHOOL. HAHAHA.
Okay just kidding, BYE!

2010-05-18T20:47:00.006+08:00

It's been a tiring day, partly due to the lack of sleep last night together with the release of the exam results as its accomplice.
Schedule is still tightly packed ahhh! Someone give me a break!
Gonna have to stay back after school to train(wtf) for the china trip which will last everyday till the day I fly off weeee~
Pluuuusss, I think I get to skip cca on Friday due to this too LOL.
Tomoro have'ta errrrr pass up geog file which I think everybody passed up except for me :/
This kinda means I'd have to face her wrath tommorow heheh, I feel sadistic woohoo.
EHHHHHH ERRRR I think I lost the content page too.. Hmmmm what to do, what to do.
Ahh! Did I mention I accidentally found out tommorow's the class photo taking, for all my life that day sucked. This year too, most likely. I'm not photo-genic. *EMO*
Though nothing's getting better yet, I shouldn't give up too soon yeah? Life goes on with or without you so I will learn how to cope without you then :)

2010-05-17T20:26:00.005+08:00

"Those days are gone, they're just memories"
From now on, I shall quit emo business, if I can :)
School tomoro!
Aww, life sucks but I know I'm not the only one. HAH.
Gonna have BUSY BUSY BUSY days from now on.
Now,
(1)Exams are gone, so next up is the torturous result.
(2)There'll be alot of courses for the China trip.
(3)St John camp's coming too, planning needs to be done!
(4)National competition is also coming soon, TRAINING :(
(5)Preparation for China trip! Sleeping with Desiree :D
(7)Packed holiday, how to work... = NO $$
(8)Trying not to piss parents off so that I can get what I want for Birthday ^^
(9)YOG first aid duty also have training. Hope it's fun :>
(10)Linking to number 8, parent teacher dialouge.. DIE LIOW.
(11)Trying to appeal into Fion and Janis nunnery meaning, NO RELATIONSHIPS HEHE.
Lastly number 12, try to return to what I was before but I don't think I even remember.
HAHA NO EMO THOUGHTS.
SO, THIS IS THE END, GOOD LUCK FOR EXAM RESULTS (SELF-AMUSEMENT)

BYEEEEE!

2010-05-16T19:57:00.006+08:00

"It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the
same time. And it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and you want to move on, but you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say, but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. it's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different, and they may never be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it."

2010-05-06T18:45:00.003+08:00

TOMORO I HAVE HISTORY EXAM.
LATER I HAVE TUITION FOR MATHS.
TOMORO I ALSO HAVE MATHS EXAM.

STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER, STALIN, HITLER,

OKAY I NEED TO SHUT UP. WHO DON'T KNOW THEM SIA.

2010-05-03T00:01:00.004+08:00

I think I have to make things clear..
It's true that I might to be closer with girls more than guys(well generally),
and that is because I prefer comfort to affection.
That would bring us to our next very super personal topic but whatever, so long already who cares.

Side track abit ahh..
My blog name's the-finalaffection.blogspot.com
Well, there's a meaning actually haha not some random name I put up out of boredom..
Once upon a time(we're talking bout years), there's this girl who super like this guy.
Then they ended up together but less than 2months later they broke up.
The girl very sad and went through metamorphosis (haha exagerating only.)
And the girl became scared.. hmm well something like that.
Scared of what ar, scared of being hurt.
So she started to have commitment issues and she basically depended on another person for "support". Not a nice thing to do yeah I know.
However this is not the end sadly and I am not going to continue but you get the point right~
Okay back to the side-tracked topic.
This blog was called "the-finalaffection" because it was really her "final affection".
OK STORY END.

AND TO MAKE IT VERY SURE TO EVERYONE.. ESPECIALLY YOU, I am not gay. hehe ok thanks bye.

2010-04-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

TOMORO EXAM LA. GO STUDY :(

2010-04-26T20:50:00.006+08:00

Again and again, the words you had never spoken struck me real hard.

hehe ok hi, this is like my passport photo like how many years ago I dunno.
But I like cuz that time I not so fat.
haha sorry la,
I always wondered, why is there one original picture in one side and another slightly faded on the other.
Maybe it's because that's how I'll look like when I die.
Ok wadever!
Today my post damn lame but it's ok, cuz it's my blog <3
I still fail at studying :(

OKAY BYE.

2010-04-24T22:57:00.007+08:00

I just wanna know what I've become when you left..

Ate alot of sushi today, not good hahaha.
I think I need to study like seriously :(
Let's see what I've done.
BASICALLY,
English: Nothing.
Maths: The whole chapter on Indices hehehe.
Science:
(a)Physics: The whole chapter on Light and a quater on waves.
(b)Chemistry: Nothing.
Chinese: Nothing.
Geography: Weather and three quaters on climate.
History: Nothing.
Social Studies: Nothing.
Principals of Account: Nothing.

And now, what I've NOT done.

English: Everything.
Maths: Quadratic Equations, Linear Inequalities, Congruence and Similarity, Functions and Graph and lastly, Properties of Circle.
Science:
(a)Physics: Measurements, Waves, Sounds, Thermal properties, Thermal energy, Kinetic Model of Matter.
(b)Chemistry: Everything.
Chinese: Everything.
Geography: Floods and Droughts, Natural Vegetation, Forest as a resource, Case study: Deforestation in Kalimantan.
History: Everything.
Social Studies: Everything.
Principals of Account: Everything.

EXAMS IN 5 DAYS.
HAHAHA WIN, EVELYN YOU ROCK.

2010-04-19T18:20:00.007+08:00

Because right now I have completely given up on you and trying to move on.

Today.... IS THE MOST FAIL DAY OF MY LIFE. SERIOUSLY. EPIC FAIL
I tell you why ok.
It all begun in rise lesson.
SO WHEN EVELYN IS JUST TRYING TO BE ANNOYING.
"ok so karmun are you going to patch with Nifael?"
Karmun:
"haha"(nods)
Nifael:
(winks)
STUPID EVELYN:
"OK SO NIFAEL AND KARMUN PATCH ON THE 19TH APRIL HAHA-"
TEACHER:
"EVELYN GET OUT"
So, Evelyn had to get out of the class.
Ok, wadever right?
BUT THAT'S NOT THE END.
At the other end of the corridor walked Mrs lee so yeah..
PANIC LA
Ran to the door there attempting to hide.
Got scolded by the teacher for not being able to stand still wtf.
Made to stand outside again.
Ok die le.
Dm scold me la:
"DO YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE?!"
Me:
"Err no."
SO SHE SCOLD ME VERY LONG.
LIKE THAT STILL NEVERMIND LEH.

When I can get into the class again.
I sat down thinking everything's over.
THEN GALVIN...
"hey, later got geog asp leh"
So, Mrs lee happens to be my geog teacher,
SO YEAH

HAHA SORRY JUST HAD TO POST THIS.

OKAY BYE.

2010-04-17T22:13:00.013+08:00

Tonight, I shall be thinking of you again.

A break finally! A fun break :)
Today's is my xinyi's birthday celebration~ ( okay actually not mine already. haha)

So, happy birthday to you in advance
And yeah I still haven't forgive you for dumping me for him la.
HAHAH OK JOKING.

Today was quite a long day haha.
Woke up late hehe, suppose to meet at 12 but I woke up at 11.15.
Then bathe and watever but only managed to leave the house at 12.30.
Super late le so chiong lor, and anyhow take bus.. WRONG BUS.
Go until Loyang there wtf.
So take taxi lor watever hahaha. waste money only.
Reach there 1plus le :P
We sit there picnic la apparently, then play truth or dare.
I never tio but chudi tio until super toot.

After the truth or dare we played water games which I am super annoying hahah.
I act innocent only la, then they never throw at me but everytime I throw at them.
But then in the end the stupid couple team up against me I wet :(

Quite fun after that, went to rent skates and bike.
But then xinyi and junhong wanna go dating so watever we left them there :P
Very pain sia the skates, dunno why.
Keep making my leg then blue black again.
When chudi and madeline was riding their bike, somewhere in front..
I fell >< , lucky they never see. So paiseh nabeh. Pain sia my butt. kay la, so halfway rain until damn heavy. But shiok, we hide in shelter. Which was actually useless cuz the wind FREAKING STRONG. WE BECAME WET DOGS HAHA.

We like literally camp until the rain became smaller, DAMN COLD I TELL YOU.

And we all needed to pee like desperately la, so we all became wet again to go to the toilet.

Funny sia, we take the picnic mat and cover to go there. No use one lor.

Stupid chudi la, FAT.

Want to come and squeeze with us. HAHAHA.

So shivering and what's not, we reached the toilet and pee. hehe

Then gotta go back again. :(

Afterwards Xinyi parents came to fetch us to the car to go back.

But too many people cannot fit so me, chudi, madeline and Zi an go first.

FUCKING EPIC JOURNEY.

SUPER SCARY.

I ANYTHING ALSO NOT SCARED. JUST SCARED WORMS LA FUCK.

So, me and madeline was sharing one umbrealla.

THEN THE HORROR CAME.

EVERY 5 METRES GOT AT LEAST 10 EARTHWORMS LA.

WA FUCK WE WERE LIKE JUMPING AND SCREAMING.

AND AFTER WHAT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER WE REACH THE CAR PARK ALIVE HAHA.

Destination was Ehub for dinner :)

We were all soaking wet so went to change.

Shiok sia, though under garments were wet :X

Jose: Heheh, cake.

Jose: Wait, pause, drink water first.

Jose: Okay back. Heheh, cake.

Dinner at New york New york damn expensive sia.

Me and Xinyi share one main course. haha

JunHong gotta go first so had to cut cake quickly.

Jose they all damn bad,

At first wanted to leave cuz the menu things are **** Ex.

Then when the food come they criticise and stuffs.

But very funny also.
Somemore pictures being taken.

My dinner hahaha.

After dinner went to arcade play abit then hitch a ride in Xinyi's car.

Reached home afterwards :D

Ps: I sincerely apologise for the super long post. Hurt your eyes? I dun care ^^

OKAY BYE.

2010-04-16T22:39:00.003+08:00

Well, sure took you long to realise..

Now my mood's a lil better, not really good but at least it's not rotten.

People do change I guess, you do and so do I.

Maybe it's all for the best and I am just making a big fuss out of it.

After some time to calm down I think I was wrong too, in a way..

I dun need anyone's forgiveness, not from you and neither do you need mine but

I saw this facebook group and it kinda depicts what I want to say which is

"Just do your best to put me in your life, I am just done trying"

Yeahh okay that's all.

OKAY.. BOUT TODAY'S SPEECH DAY!

Kinda nice actually, the performance, epic costumes which are also funny.

However the first aid duty was super boring cuz nobody died hais :(

Still, cool lehhh.

I love my juniors and seniors haha, never thought I'll ever say that but..

Okay, hopefully my days will get better,

BYE :)

2010-04-15T21:03:00.004+08:00

NOW THAT THE TABLES ARE TURNED WITH ALL OF THEM AGAINST ME, AREN'T YOU GLAD?

Everything is going the wrong way, you, me, us, them. EVERY FREAKING THING.
I don't prioritise? Get your fucking facts right ok. Take a look at what you're doing.
Wtf, anything is okay now, I don't need you. I REPEAT. I DON'T NEED YOU. I CAN STAY ALONE.
okay bye.
s.n: you lied when you said you loved me.

2010-04-14T21:33:00.005+08:00

POINTING A MIDDLE FINGER AT YOU NOT FOR YOU TO FUCK ME BUT FOR YOU TO FUCK OFF SO YEAH BYE.

Sorry my title today abit long but whatever I am very pissed la ok.
Some people really should go home suck b@lls la.
I am so going to get fucking over you like seriously because you can go and fuck that girl you care so much about la.
If you expect an apology from me then too bad la, since when would I do that.
Exactly. You know I will never do that so what the hell you want la.
You know it hurts but you don't care. Go la zao fuck off for all I care.

KAY WHATEVER. JERKS . YOU. JERK. BIG F-ER.

2010-04-06T16:17:00.004+08:00

AND THEN WE BECAME CHAMPION UNEXPECTEDLY...

So apparently, my blog died really miserably hahaha.
It's okay I shall save it now~
I wonder why but everytime when I wanna start posting I'll really have nothing to say ahhhh...

WARNING, THE FOLLOWING IS NOTHING BUT WORDS SO FUCK OFF IF YOU SUCK OK BYE.

I start first on the academic wise, the worst thing ever.
Ya so I basically will NOT do my homework and NOT study for any of my test.
Actually I have to copy notes for my geog which I had not touched at all and in other words I am so dead. I'm suppose to do the notes on are Weather and climate, Floods and Droughts, Natural Vegetation which total adds up to 100+ page on the text book. YAY.I.ROCK.
POA, nothing in my book keeping so yup good game.
Maths, skipped the lessons as I was absent so I really have no idea what Mrs Tan is talking about.
Physics is just as bad.
Also, lastly History project my group haven't rehearse at all.
Most likely I am going to re-take my O-levels in 2013 or maybe world already ended.

HOWEVER..........

CCA WHICH IS SOMETHING I HATED ONCE SURPRISINGLY IS NOW THE ONLY THING THAT IS ABLE TO MAKE ME SMILE NOW. NURSING CADET 2010, CHAMPION!!!
OKAY I SHUT UP.

Personal stuffs are stupid so nothing to talk about.

=.= just received sms from mr ng that prize giving tomoro is canceled and postpone to next monday like few seconds ago. Mood spoiled.

sn: This emptiness you make me feel really robs me of everything.

OKAY BYE

2010-03-13T17:21:00.005+08:00

Today's the start of the march holiday! YAY~

In the moring went to st john headquaters for training.
Head was hurting badly then but after training became better ^^
Now I'm super tiredddd.
The competition is on the 4th of April which is really really soon,
damn stressed up.
Hope we can all make it in :D
Anw, wanna see my team? HEHE

Looking forward to Monday night hehehe~

Gonna do something naughty HAHA

To add on to my stress, Siddique's absence from now on.

Shall not comment on it too much, it's already too late.

Just hope that he'll be happy..

I love you siddique, you're the best brother I ever had who looked after me like your real sister :)

Have fun k bro, miss you always.

s.n: is it okay to fall?

okay bye

2010-03-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

This isn't the real music video, it's based on a drama series which I found on youtube. It's nice though it's wrong? HAHA

"I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over. "

SCHOOL TOMORO DUDE

OKAY BYE

New year eve's an ass

2010-02-13T23:56:00.004+08:00

Burnt myself with this :/

They look like mother and son right haha.

She's trying practice switching hands but failed apparently.

Okay so today's new year eve and it's supposed to be... fun?
Instead it really is an epic failure...
Today purpose of blogging is really to just allow me to trash things out so yea don't say I din warn you.

My mood is damn bad today.
Not a great start but can't help it.
Been feeling kinda down, annoyed by every little thing and starting to hate everything too.
In the morning I woke up I can hear people screaming and shouting at each other. Like what the fuck.
The conversation were mainly about cny. Not good stuffs, just retarded.
Whoever created cny, just die. I don't care whether you're already dead.
My mood isn't bad for no reason actually.
I want to spill it but no, there's no privacy in this blog.
But I just gotta say that my heart is crying out for someone and I fucking miss that person but it's okay, everything should die and first of all, I should die.
Okay whatever, I need to make myself sleep now. Another dreadful day, wonderful.
S.n: Unexpected but yes, I'm in love with you.

Okay bye.

2010-01-31T13:38:00.003+08:00

CAN SEE THE MOLESS?

Hello!

Ok so yesterday I went shopping with Fion and chudi!

At least I've gotten something. FION CHOOSE DE

Will I be wearing it? Hmmmm

Walk until tired le then like aunty sia seat down and eat tapao food hahaha

Then Fion want take pictures and she's mesmerized by the circle sun ray on her eye LOL.

Took cab back to tampines walkwalk see Janis!

Now I owe Fion 32 bucks :(

Every saturday with my friends rock ^^

s.n: Do not overestimate yourself.

OKAY BYE!

2010-01-28T22:07:00.001+08:00

What am I to you? I'm dying to know.

2010-01-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

Is there something I can do for you? Please say it, stop making me ask and guess.
Everything now seems so overwhelming.
I'm struggling to maintain relationships, trying hard not to screw them.
The harder I try the more fustration there is.
I hope it won't crumble down if I leave it to be.
I know I'm not the only one having issues at hand but it won't hurt to be nice right?

Academic wise, I haven't been doing well. (DID I MENTION SOME BASTARD TOOK MY POA BOOK!)
I'm not listening in class, am always trying to fool around.
It's funny that those time in class are the times where I don't have worry about things, it's not necessary, yet.
There's maths test tomoro and I left my book in school, damn smart.

s.n: I want to tell you, so badly, but nothing would come out.

Okay bye.

2010-01-24T21:53:00.003+08:00

School's gonna start tomoro already WTF
Next week gonna have all kind of tests which I freaking dun remember.
All my text books are under the table!
GONNA FAIL LA WALAO
I left all my homework in school...
I think I'm screwing my life on purpose.

OKAY BYE

S.N: Piece me back will ya?

2010-01-22T15:12:00.002+08:00

I really really really really got the urge to play jubeat now.

And, I'm like waiting for him to come back and sms me.

Okay just now I try act cool chiong at traffic light then the brake got some problem or something and I banged the fence.

Ouch.

Lucky it's a fence not the wall if not my fingers will break.

I fell in love with blackie.. Please do not take her away from me, you know who.

And she's expensive so I dun think you'll give her to me :(

AND HE SHOULD REALLY SMS ME LA C'MON

OKAY BYE

2010-01-21T19:49:00.002+08:00

I think he should come back now.

Okay, tomorrow maybe got geog quiz and I don't have the book with me nice.
Cycled just now for an hour++
Went around everybody's neighbourhood. Hmm... just from 400plus to 100plus and then back.
Something not so funny yet funny happened just now.
Apparently there's a pretty girl at the right so I looked at her then suddenly I went down a hedge and I rolled off the bike. Super nice.
I think my leg gonna come off. Hahaha okay not that bad...

Tomoro's school and it's Friday.
I think the week just passed by too fast..
I don't want go st john la walao.
..................
Go or not to go?
FUCK THIS

Kinda pissed with my life, feel awkward with new friends, old friends fuck with me and parents annoy the shit out of me. Yay great life.

s.n: I think I miss you

Okay bye.

2010-01-18T20:31:00.003+08:00

Saturday's like superrrrrr fun la!

Though shopping's like..... HAHAHA BUT BOPIAN

In the cab had hell of a fun laughing!

SERIOUSLY LIKE DAMN FUN LA~

Today was really really fun too, like Janis said, it's comparable to the time where we in the cab HAHAHA

All this are hilarious. Try taking a took at all the photos or watch the video and I swear you'll laugh your ass off. Okay not really.

HAHA SO FUN

S.N: Someone's going far away :(

OKAY BYE

2010-01-06T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hello!

The third day of school was actuallyyyy kindaaa nice?
Just became closer to some of my classmates and that's really good!
After the first and second day, I learnt how to adapt to boring teachers and sort of know what to do so I can be kept on entertained, well kind of?
For example, you can start eating clorets in class and each 'tablet' will last you around 10mins =]
If you ate 2, 20mins have passed ^^
After clorets, you can start taking stuff out of your classmate's pencil case and put it behind there chair when they are not looking!
Afterwards they'll be annoyed and the whole process is around 10mins!
There, 30mins of the class is gone~
Ohh friends are the best entertainment though, when you have the stuff to talk bout.
Don't be shy to talk about anything, at the most they won't listen BUT when you talk, time still pass.
YOU TRY OUT THE SURVIVAL TECHNIQUES OR YOU CAN LOG ON TO WWW.THE-FINALAFFECTION .BLOGSPOT.COM FOR THE SAME DETAILS.

This is really just what you get when you start going to school: Being annoying
OR is it just me? Okay maybe not.

Hahaha, being lame makes the world go round, now you know why the earth spins right?

OKAY BYE

2010-01-04T19:08:00.002+08:00

When you feel bothered by something but forgets, it'll start to bother you more.
But sometimes, it's really better to forget.

HEY HI! FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL......
What an emo day!

I really hate second recess!!
My primary school recess is like 9.45am
Sec 1-2 recess is like 10.25am
AND NOW THE RECESS IS LIKE 11AM WTF

In class is like not boring at all lor, super fun sia, sit one corner stone.
OH AND the maths teacher think he very cute sia, fucking only know how to doubt and criticise other people's work. What's his problem.
The only thing I'm happy* with is like my form teacher who's Ms sng!
THAT'S ALL!
Did I mention that my pure geog teacher is Mrs Lee the DM!
And in class I think people should start talking to me :(
I'M LIKE COMPLAINING THIS MUCH WHEN THE TEACHERS HAVEN STARTING TEACHING! OKAY, MY LIFE'S GONNA END, BUY ME COCONUT DURING MY FUNERAL..

OKAY BYE

2009-12-20T00:58:00.005+08:00

HEY!!
CHRISTMAS COMING!~
Dun know is good or bad sia,
Truthfully, it's really gonna empty my pockets but!
I feel happy to get presents for people~
Right, so I gotten present for fion le but she ruined the surprise!
So mean right! But it's okay.
Suppose to go buy clothes with her and janis today buttttttt cancel.
Not working le feel so sian leh... why arrrrrr!!

Alright, time to go sleep!

Monday gonna L4D~ and go shopping with fion cuz of the missed date!

And also, get more presents!!!!!!

OKAY BYE

2009-12-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

I know you're hurting, I'm not blind
I can tell how much you hate this decision of mine.
Being selfish and everything, I said time.
That makes me the bad guy, so it's okay.
I've asked you for your opinion,
You never told me what to do and I let it be.
It's killing you, so you shout it out to everyone.
Everyone but me.
That's okay too, if you've never let me get to know about it.
From everything you did, it's because of a reason.
And with that reason you ignored mine.
Living your life as it is, make it as miserable as possible.
At the end of the day it was only you in the picture.
Being the bad guy, I can't complain.
I shut up, keep everything to myself.
Whether I'm hurt or not never occured to you.
Either that or you think I'm too dense to notice.
But why can't you finish this act?
Finish it so hate is all we can have for each other.
I saw this retard standing there at the end of the day,
Even if it's me, tears will just start rolling down.
Why must you always waver whatever decision I've?
It's too painful to hold on, I'll think of another christmas present for you

2009-12-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

Really, my mood now is (-.-*)凸

Some people can really just try to be funny until I...
I really nothing to say sia,
never felt so pissed in my life cuz I nothing to say.

REALLY, WHAT THE FUCK SIA

2009-12-13T18:36:00.006+08:00

Haha, since Fion says there's no picture on my blog, here it is!

Today's a one fine day and got my friends with me - Janis, Fion and Zi An~

~HI JANIS I KNOW YOU'LL BE READING THIS:

I HAD FUN WITH YOU TODAY, WHICH I HAVEN'T IN AGES!

>I DON'T KNOW IF FION'S GONNA READ THIS BUT WHO CARES:

I KNOW YOU STILL FIND ME VERY ANNOYING BUT STILL I CANNOT HELP BUT ANNOY YOU ^^

The percentage of Zi an reading my blog is 0.1% so no note for him.. HAHAHA

A song that I currently find really interesting~

LYRICS:
I felt it, the wire touched my neck
And then someone pulled it tighter
I never saw it coming, I started to black out
And then someone said good morning
I took it as a warning
I should have seen it coming
So now I'll take a chance on
This thing we may have started
Intentional or not, I don't think we saw it coming
It's all adding up to something
That asks for some involvement
That ask for our commitment
I think I see it coming
If we step out of that limb

My heart beat beats me senselessly
Why's everything got to be so intense with me
I'm trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It's a long shot, but I say why not
If I say forget it, I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it, there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

I realize that there is all this starting
Things we're both scared about
That we'll never see them coming
Throw caution to the wind
And we'll see which way it's blowing
And to this pulling on
We'll never see it coming
Until it's much to close to stop

My heart beat beats me senselessly
Why's everything got to be so intense with me
I'm trying to handle all this unpredictability
In all probability

It's a long shot, but I say why not
If I say forget it, I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it, there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

Oh I waited for fact to come of fiction
And you fit my description
I never saw you coming
But we'll make it

It's a long shot, but I say why not
If I say forget it, I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it, there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
So take a long shot

There's no chance, there's no chance
'Cause you're the best I got
It's a long shot but I say why not
If I say forget it I know that I'll regret it
It's a long shot just to beat these odds
The chance is we won't make it
But I know if I don't take it
It's a long shot but I say why not
Oh you never saw me coming

2009-12-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hey,
I've gotten something to wear for miss li's wedding yesterday!!!
YAY WEEEE~
I like the black one but it was strongly against by some people :(
Now it's white.
Hmmm... Is it like too formal or something?
Suddenly feels weird for me to wear it...
Forget it hmppp.

Today I gotten my pay which is 85bucks.
It's the money I gotten for working during the first week!
YAY MONEY!!!! WOOOHOO~
Right, gotta go work tomoro too!

\If time is really gonna restart to a certain point, is things gonna really be different?
Right to the way you wanted it to be?
I used to think so, that if things are going to replay in my life, I would change it for the better.
And now I start to realise, even if it does, it's hard, it's impossible.
I am really going to start treasuring things already.
I had enough of regreting.
Really, the stupidest thing to do is to regret./

2009-11-26T02:01:00.003+08:00

Hello!

Few days ago something terrible happened :O
And then I decided to screw my life!
I regreted it though...
And no I'm not gonna cry again.
So today someone helped me "Open my eyes"
It still hurts but really bo pian...
I only have this one life so I'm not gonna play around with it anymore!
Alright, determination set~
How do I start again?
HAHAHA

Hmm.. JunHao's been gone to Japan for a few days now,
What a coincidence!
Lols, where was him when I needed to talk to him :(
My phone had been active because of him and now my phone's kinda dead agian.
It's okay, buddy come back soon!

Previously when I tried to talk to someone,
Nobody wanna talk to me *emo*
Stupid people are meant to be gotten over.
Yay so smart right me.
I'm feeling quite positive currently and I dun wan to fall asleep even though it's 2am..
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee, it's nice to feel happy once in a while ^^

OKAY BYE

2009-11-21T18:52:00.002+08:00

Hey~

I am going to update!!
Right, work today was the worst...
You heard me? IT WAS STUPID!
I shall not ever want to be a host.
You stand at the entrance and wait for stupid people to come in.
Boring sia, and the worst part is my back was hurting like hell.
Standing 4 hours is so not cool.
And you get ignored by people, I hate it BOOHOO.
Lols.
Okay, there's seriously something wrong with me.
( Okay even if you realised it long ago, shut up. )
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.
That person is my best friend and will always be my best friend.

For now nothing is super wrong, YET.

.... If I keep wearing that shoes, my toe will come out one day. (-_-)

Okay bye.

2009-11-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hi..

Am dead beat now...
I can hardly feel my legs.. AHHHH
Okay, back to the point.

We gotten our class allocation already..
Guess what, I like in E2 laaa..
Pure geog, history, combined science, Poa and such..
Not happy siaaaa... I wanna go E1!!
Shall appeal tomoro.
How to write letter!!
Nevermind, will find out.

The reason I'm so tired is because I worked two shift.
And the second shift was for free.. lols.
It's okay because I did it for Fion.. HAH
Shall work tomoro too... BOOOO

OKAY BYE

2009-11-16T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hey..

Had to work today..
Kinda tired, worn out from all the walking around. Pathetic rite haha
When you work, the time pass by really really slow.
Wasn't really in the right mind at the start.
I was very blur.. did all kind of mistakes but weren't killed.
I SPILLED WATER ONTO THE CHAIR MORE THAN TWICE.
Shall work hard from tomoro onwards~
When the restaurant is packed, you wished there were lesser people.
When there's little people, you want more people.
Stupid rite.
Not working on wednesday to friday but working during the weekends.
I still cannot get over the fact that I only work with Fion on Sunday. HAIS (-.-)

Tomoro, gonna get the results of the class arangements.
I'm fucking scared.
It's like I was always hanging around Fion, Wai Ling and Janis.
IFFFFF we are in different class what will happen.
It's not like I dun wan to make other friends but I HATE changing anything.
I wonder if I'm the only one thinking this way..
REALLY REALLY HOPE SINCERELY THAT WE WILL ALL GET INTO THE SAME CLASS

Maybe if the results isn't what I want, then I emo at work..

Okay bye

2009-11-14T19:27:00.003+08:00

Annyong ha shimnikka~ (means hello in korean)

Okay, today at work I only had JunHao as mate for the training.
Hope Fion get well soon~
Had to do hands on today which was kinda fun.
It's not really very hard once you get used to it.
The tray part wasn't that hard!
3hours today and time PASSED VERY SLOWLY.
Not really very busy today cuz not many people.
Overall was quite fun, Wished Fion was there.....
The cheapo boss cut two working days from us!!!
CHEAPO. And fuck him la, (-.-*)凸 still make Fion work on thursday.

OKAY BYE

2009-11-13T21:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO
Today I had lunch with Janis right before I had my training for work.
She tried to annoy me by putting lots of cheese on her pasta but in the end she became sick of it HA!
AND MY SCHEDULE IS SO.... LONELY.
Fion got all the night shift except on Sunday!!
Which means I can only get to work with her on Sunday..............................
From next week onwards I'm gonna copy her schedule!
Today there's another guy we met at work.
His name is JunHao..
I found out today he's super blur. HAHA
And he can also be my sms buddy when I'm like bored though he reply me abit slow.. LOLS

OKAY BYE

UPDATE! HEHEHE

2009-11-10T21:53:00.002+08:00

I realised that my blog is super dead~
Okay..............
I'm alil' happy now cuz Fion & I finally found a job! ^^
Hopefully, the manager won't cheat our feelings like that stupid sweet talk one.
Having mixed emotions noooowwwww!!!
1. I don't think I can balance the stupid tray.. (You can tell how bad my balancing skill is when you see me roller blade.. X.X)
2. Later the manager don't want hire us last minute T.T
3. I don't have a good temper.. later I not happy I go punch someone AHHHHH.
4. But will get pay $$$$$

A few days ago I found out something, everybody's moving on but I'm the stubborn one who refuse to change. And, there's someone who I really need to look as a friend now. Actually there's actually 2... The other one is a more complicated story stirred up by reality and also involves some fantasy. SHOOT.

THIS IS AN UPDATE TO MY BLOG HEHE =]

IN THE MEAN TIME, I THINK THIS EMOTION IS CUTE. PROVIDED YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS:
m(_ _)m

2009-08-11T16:07:00.006+08:00

Currently am bored so post HAHA! Today got new topic heheh! Though actually quite old lahs.

2008 class gathering HEHEHEHE.

Those old days when nicole was still with us. Hais. (Sounds like she die le like that haha. Jk.)

I MISS THOSE DAYS LIKE REALLY.

These few weeks my memory became like damn bad. Every single thing also forget. Really afraid that I will forget whatever fun I had before in my past years. Man.. Memories stay with me!

GTG LE! BYE ^^

2009-08-10T17:15:00.001+08:00

Today in the afternoon I went to my dear god sister's wedding!! =]

Alot of things eat.
Now still very full....
Haha we were the earliest so nth to do we went to the kopitiam next to the hotel first slack LOLS.
Sian Sian like that so I took pictures! Cool MAN!!~
HAHAHA

Their faces are like 'What you want?' HEHE.

Then my gooffy father goofs around.

Giving retarded faces. Too.

I love my father and mum BUT THEY ARE FOUR TIMES MORE ANNOYING THEN ME.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

And then talk about national day la. It was yesterday. My brother is just as retarded as me.

THE NEXT PHOTO IS MY FIRST HAHAHA. ZI LIAN PHOTO. LOLS

OKAY NOT NICE BUT PLEASE DON'T GIVE ANY COMMENTS IF NOT I WILL SAD UNTIL CRY =/

To my beloved Suyi Jiejie:
Thanks for looking after me for so long. Now that you have your Gary korkor, go have a baby so that I can disturb ^^ Stay happy always! Love you always~

2009-05-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

Went to my primary 6 class gathering today.
Sat down and told jokes near the pit but it was a hot day.
The BBQ was unsuccessful cuz there were no lighter.
Went to the pool to play instead and took some photos.

CATCHING WATER...

PRESENTING... WAYS TO FALL IN A POOL.

lOOK ON.

The end. BYeByE!

2009-05-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

The exams are almost gone.
The holidays are almost here.
Gonna do real damn bad.
Gonna be grounded for life.
I broke 3 promises so far.
Still counting...
I lost my principle in life.
Feel barely alive each day.
My life was alot better last year...
Before I met him.
Realised I can't manage my life properly.
Although people living in Africa are far worst than me,
I feel pathetic.
There is something wrong with me.
Just that no one knows.
Crapping craps now. Wth.

2009-05-03T14:10:00.000+08:00

EVELYN WANT TO APOLOGISE. =[

2009-04-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

This video is for the SFL thing.

Just watch! =]

2009-04-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

I like this song.
It's quite hot. =]

Feel like throwing things around like them but if I do that, I'll be thrown out too.
Haha... Enjoy =]

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)

You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)

You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love

2009-04-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

Today feels so weird. HAHA.
Went to the Mrt to meet fion to go to the I don't know what's that called. At the deserted 7mount sophia place.
Quite funny. The moment we went up the escalator at doubygaut* mrt, it started to rain.
So, BoPian. Walk around find taxi stand.
Then, Sibeh sueh. The on top thing which was the sign board, said walk through the shops then turn right. We then find a dead end which have a lift. Took the lift which brought us to another dead end -.-
Waseh. It din end here sia. When we finally got to the other side of the road, which was plaza sinG, the taxi queue was like super long. Nevermind we patient. We wait.
The annoying taxi finally came like 30-45mins later.
Finally, we reached 7mount sophia!
Said hi to nicole, wai ling and friends? Then walk walk around.
Kammie and Xinyi came. HORNY LITTLE GIRLS.
They pull my bra strap. [although i pulled xinyi's one first.] hehe. Fion not excluded.
We all get on the taxi again to go home.
After xinyi got off at east point, on the way to tm, I don't know why but kammie and fion decided to not let me be happily sitting there.
Some obscene things happened. Shall not describe.
So only fion and kammie know what happened.
At the end, conclusion is today quite fun la. Although shopping not my style. =]

Byebye

2009-04-03T22:19:00.003+08:00

Sunday is the big day.
THE ENORMOUSLY BIG DAY.
All the teams, be it the NC, AC or the NA had been training hard.
This whole week there was training.
Although some were tiring, we really did improve. YAY.
For the NC team, the foot drill, from the one page and a half mistakes last Friday, it became less than one quater page of mistakes today! ISN'T THAT LIKE GREAT?
But, it's still not perfect.
First aid still struggling for me to stay firm, home nursing I still very blur.
I shall read the home nursing notes!!!
WISHING MYSELF AND ALL THE OTHER ESSS SJAB COMP TEAM MEMBERS GOOD LUCK AND WE WILL ALL DO OUR BEST! CHEERS!

2009-04-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

I'M BORED. SO... LOOK ON....

THIS IS MIMICKING SOME PEOPLE WE SAW IN A PHOTOGRAPH.
PRESENTING JANIS!

ACT COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TWIST!

I WANNA FIT IN!

2009-03-27T20:48:00.002+08:00

So today is Friday and I won't be feeling so happy about it and I'm not.
Talk about school first.
The first two period of the day was English.
And it's like nobody responded to the teacher cuz it's like early morning I think.
Then we go to art,which was lonely time, followed by annoying chinese and then finally History and science.
Rather Fun sitting with Janis, laughing bout stupid stuffs like I don't know what.
Oh so Janis told Fion that I was sort of distracting her cuz I was talking to her and such.
So, I conducted an experiment by SHUTING UP.
She DID NOT stop being distracted and started talking to herself, singing to herself, talking to her phone in class, smiling to herself. Kind of freaky.
The conclusion was, I WASN'T TO BLAME. HAHAHAHA.
Maybe the talking to herself thing wasn't true but I DON'T CARE!
Then school end I went to the annoying Kick-Boxing;
Which was REALLY ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME.[I Din Shit...]
THANKS JAnis FOR WAITING FOR ME FOR SO LONG =]

Then CCA started...

So now I really want to win the competition.
The reason is plainly because i don't like A.H.
After the training, mdm was writing the mistakes we made during footdrill and there was a hell lot. Mdm was upset,very. If I really think back, I only know how to complain tough tough tough but then like can slack jiu slack. Now leh, really regret le lorh. I want to train properly for the next weekdays so that I can do my best for the team during the competition next Sunday.I don't want to pull the team down anymore. It's good to think this way now and the reason because mdm touched me with what she really think. And she is also willing to sacrafice her time for us. But knowing myself, I'm scared that I won't have this I-want-to-win feeling anymore when I wake up tomoro. And it the weekend which will make it worse. So, I am writing this post which will hopefully make me remember. So that if all goes well, we WILL win A.H.[Somehow, I don't like the school because the name is annoying.]

ARG.I FEEL LIKE A GRANDMA...
BYE.

2009-03-19T11:09:00.002+08:00

We used to be very close.
Now even thinking about it sucks.
What happened?

2009-03-11T20:24:00.002+08:00

I so damn pissed with the changed blog skin.
Can't for some freaking sake find a place to stuff the tag board in.
But, it's sort of done now.
Except for the fact that my tag board is in THE DAMN THING YOU ARE READING THIS POST.
Okay so now, I'm fnally okay.
Sometimes I love my CCA but sometimes, I hate it.
I also realised that my results for CA1 isn't matching my test marks at all.
Anyway, Who cares?
Ah, and i just remembered that there are god damn lot of presentation.
But, I can go through it all with my super wonderful friends.
Janis made Wai Ling and me laugh like hell today.
That's great. BYEBYE.

2009-02-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

Eight Letters, two spaces, one meaning.

TODAY, I WENT DATING WITH JAnis!

We played romantic badminton,
Looked like couple of idiots laughing at the void deck.
Sat down together after a while, enjoying our drinks.
Became no lifes cuz we were playing psp together at the senior citizen corner...
Then while the stupid JAnis was playing the psp,
A weird guy opposite of us smiled at me.
JAnis blind so cannot see.
I WAS POLITE SO I SMILED BACK.
HE WAVED HIS HAND. I SMILE.
JANIS KEEP PLAYING PSP.
I WANTED TO RUN AWAY.
JANIS KEEP PLAYING PSP.
I ASK HER TO GO.
JANIS KEEP PLAYING PSP.
I PUT JANIS BAG AROUND HER AND OFF THE PSP.
WE WALK FAST FAST AWAY.

So, I told JAnis after we 'escaped' but then she only know how to laugh.
And then we went home.
The end.

2009-02-09T19:13:00.003+08:00

CAUTION! THE WORDS WRITTEN BELOW IS SO INMATURE THAT IT MIGHT DAMMAGE YOUR BRAIN AND SPOIL YOUR EYES...
A.K.A...
WARNING! THE PIECE OF CRAP BELOW HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU AND SHUT THE FUCK UP EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT OR WATSOEVA.

Stupid... I no friend...
WaiLing and Fion don't want be my friend.
They say they don't friend me...
JAnis decided to join in the crowd.
So, I'll sit one corner and emo.
Lols.

Just had to post about something... And, You like my blog song? =]

2009-02-03T18:59:00.003+08:00

Got one lamer keep counting down if i don't post.
So, I post.
Today school is quite cool actually.
Apple teacher not chilling today. SHe angry worh.
Then geog, then science. Then maths.
No idea what cher was talking =]
Went to Wai ling house just now.
MAin objectives:
Tell her what to do for art.(Which i don't intend to do.)
Do lit project. (Ended up doing nth about that.)
Then I talked to the plants and animals while walking home with JAnis.
Then JAnis keep singing. HAHAHA[Not funny actually]
We took bus home.
JAnis got off. She walking the bus go by her then i see her then i laugh to myself.
Then the army malay guys say i smile smile smile. Think i mad.

OKAY THE END =]

2009-01-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

You want know secret?

Happy Chinese New Year!
Now Shark Fin very expensive.
Cause the shark all swim to India.

2009-01-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

COOL THINGs!
I started to like school. Isn't that like so freaking cool?!
And I think I am motivated!
I just can't stand some of the boring lessons...
Last week and the following days were so NO COOL...
And Wai Ling say i annoying... =[
I KNOW. HAHAHA.
Went through today like so fun.
Bad thing is i fell while chasing Glen and got few scrathes on my leg and a big blue black on my thigh.
Completing the banner was a total disaster but who cares.
I like free periods but i dun like not doing anything period.
Because i think i am motivated, i think it is a waste of time.[ NO LINK ]
And i just finished the dialogue for literature.
WALAO EH. PISSED SIA.
DID IT TWICE MAN!!
But nevermind. I'm proud of myself for doing it.
I am even imagining us presenting tomoro.
A COMPLETE DISASTER.
And i think i should be freaking sad...
BUT, I'M NOT!!! =]
I WANT A PRIVATE TEACHER COMING TO MY HOUSE TO TEACH ME!!!
Dream on... HAHAHA.
KAY BYE!!

2009-01-08T18:06:00.005+08:00

The past fews days had been going to school and old teachers are all gone.
And had been so regreting not spending sec 1 days properly...
I realised that sec1 chers are so much better than the present one.
I freaking don't know why but alot of things are on my mind.
One of them are something talked about today =]
Today school was quite okay.
Cher's lesson are boring like always and SFL was quite cool.
Cool as in not the task but I can bully Glen and talk.
But in the end cher also bueh song.
So got lots of lit things to do and also got baner and one more SFL project...
Went mac with Janis only today and we ending up talking.
Talking bout primary sch lives etc.
Also talked about church stuffs and i got a' lil pissed.
Now at least got that thing off my mind.
Still got bout 2 more stuffs i'm worring bout...
And it's like so sudden. Like 2nd day of school pop out.
Nvm.
Good bye =]

2009-01-01T19:07:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year!!

Yay! This blog got no past =]
Tomoro's the first day of school...
The 1st day of being secondary 2.
Hm... SUCKY.
And, tomorow's Friday...
At least end at 12.45 =P
Kay nth to say.

Bye!!!